九月~可说是长长久久的好月，当然也是我的生日；虽然朋友有提早帮我庆祝但是有惊无喜；在我生日当天，我多希望可以有不同的事情，但是还是要在机场过，真是白白浪费美好的大日子。
拿到政府大学第二年，是福是祸呢？？？
我有尚试撑下去但是心灵薄弱的我要怎样挨完三年？
最终我还是放弃了。
大家会认为我的放弃会太浪费；可是他们又有没有关心我为什么放弃呢？
只有一个好兄弟知道我想要什么和做什么。
在大学我希望学到知识之于，也很想开心。。
在离开了政府大学的道 路，我开启我要怎样走以后的路。。
在那之前，我先要找到三个问题的答案。。。
但是到现在都还没找到。。。
十月的到来，我又回到我的工作上，一边工作，一边寻找答案；
这次的槟城之旅，有一收获就是可以和八度空间主持人小玉和HENRY合照，但却有很大的失望~想去的地方不能去/想吃的东西不能吃；如果这次没有他去，我和YJ可能会高兴很多。下次，我应该不会约他去了。。。下一站~马六甲
在这段日子里，我想了很多东西。。。
在我需要帮忙的事侯，有几个朋友会帮我呢？
我发现我原来什么都不会，多么的可悲。。。
我真的很失败，我这么多年来都一事无成。。。
朋友们读书的，做大学生去了；做工的，赚大钱去了；
而我还是个一个原地踏步的人。。。
有时候，我觉得老歌很好听
~Shes Gone,爱上一个不回家的人，女人花。。。
不知道会不会给别人笑？
希望不会吧~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Memory Of August
Today is 5/9/11 at 11.45pm,i m writing my memory of August.....
Path of Work
In August,my company's order being drop compare to other months.....
I was being a lazy person started from that because every things was slowed down and not much things to do.....
Sometimes, i also don't know what i m doing;
Sometimes, i careless that make things wrong and need to correct back;
Sometimes, i look very sleepy....
I had applied 2 days leave for this month.....
Path of Study
I was late to work because i went to apply my academic transkip
Due to the first time,i going to do this so i didnt know that apply for those transkip need some time for process....
My plan is being fail because cannt get transkip at that day so i cannt apply for private uni at that day.....
Path of Maple and Defend Of The Ancient
I was being bored with maple because my equ. very noob and need a longer time to level so i just play few minutes per day,sometime, i didnt log in too....
This was the worse month for me in the match Defend Of The Ancient....
My angel soul Ket was being ko by my devil soul Ket....
My emotion become 喜怒无长 because devil soul Ket had control my mental at almost all the time. Because of the emo, many of my friends hv leave me.....
Most of the time when at TT, my emo was change.....
Actually i want win all the time, unfortunately it cann't ....
Most of the time, i didnt want emo one but devil soul Ket has control my mental and make me angry.....
Almost after every game, my friends almost will say me this and that....
Actually,will they know why i angry?Every times, they also say just a game,if that i pay money for feed and lose?Cannt i become hero and winner?
Path of Tripping
i and 7 friends went to Cameron Highland at 20-21/8/11 for 2 days 1 night...
There were very very very less entertainment at Cameron...
At there what we can get is vegetables,fruit, fresh air ,tree,etc ....
At night, it really very cold;i and my friends didnt open fan or air cond. even windows also close but it still cold then my room with air cond...
There are few local foods that we should try- strawberry, corn, sweet potato and vegetables.
In the same day, we celebrate our friend birthday....
My friend- Shui say very happy and surprise because he never know that we will help him celebrate his 21 years old birthday
At the end of this month,i go to Singapore.....
This was the first time i go after few years ago....
It quite a bad experiences to me when take bus to Singapore because the bus hv stop function at Muar>the bus driver call the lorry to drive the bus to the safety place to repair>exchange another bus until Skudai>exchange one more bus again due to the second bus no enough time to reach the Custorm.
If nothing happen,i will reach Sg at around 6 pm but now is around 9pm.....
The second day, i go fishing at recevoir with my uncle>Shopping at Causeway Point>Orchard Road Shopping center,Singapore Plaze>waterfront>marina bay
Third day,take mrt visit around sg>vivo city>sentosa> different mrt line
Last day, Woodlands Center>Suntac Hall,IT fair>Jam at My-Sg Bridge >home
Path of Work
In August,my company's order being drop compare to other months.....
I was being a lazy person started from that because every things was slowed down and not much things to do.....
Sometimes, i also don't know what i m doing;
Sometimes, i careless that make things wrong and need to correct back;
Sometimes, i look very sleepy....
I had applied 2 days leave for this month.....
Path of Study
I was late to work because i went to apply my academic transkip
Due to the first time,i going to do this so i didnt know that apply for those transkip need some time for process....
My plan is being fail because cannt get transkip at that day so i cannt apply for private uni at that day.....
Path of Maple and Defend Of The Ancient
I was being bored with maple because my equ. very noob and need a longer time to level so i just play few minutes per day,sometime, i didnt log in too....
This was the worse month for me in the match Defend Of The Ancient....
My angel soul Ket was being ko by my devil soul Ket....
My emotion become 喜怒无长 because devil soul Ket had control my mental at almost all the time. Because of the emo, many of my friends hv leave me.....
Most of the time when at TT, my emo was change.....
Actually i want win all the time, unfortunately it cann't ....
Most of the time, i didnt want emo one but devil soul Ket has control my mental and make me angry.....
Almost after every game, my friends almost will say me this and that....
Actually,will they know why i angry?Every times, they also say just a game,if that i pay money for feed and lose?Cannt i become hero and winner?
Path of Tripping
i and 7 friends went to Cameron Highland at 20-21/8/11 for 2 days 1 night...
There were very very very less entertainment at Cameron...
At there what we can get is vegetables,fruit, fresh air ,tree,etc ....
At night, it really very cold;i and my friends didnt open fan or air cond. even windows also close but it still cold then my room with air cond...
There are few local foods that we should try- strawberry, corn, sweet potato and vegetables.
In the same day, we celebrate our friend birthday....
My friend- Shui say very happy and surprise because he never know that we will help him celebrate his 21 years old birthday
At the end of this month,i go to Singapore.....
This was the first time i go after few years ago....
It quite a bad experiences to me when take bus to Singapore because the bus hv stop function at Muar>the bus driver call the lorry to drive the bus to the safety place to repair>exchange another bus until Skudai>exchange one more bus again due to the second bus no enough time to reach the Custorm.
If nothing happen,i will reach Sg at around 6 pm but now is around 9pm.....
The second day, i go fishing at recevoir with my uncle>Shopping at Causeway Point>Orchard Road Shopping center,Singapore Plaze>waterfront>marina bay
Third day,take mrt visit around sg>vivo city>sentosa> different mrt line
Last day, Woodlands Center>Suntac Hall,IT fair>Jam at My-Sg Bridge >home
Thursday, July 14, 2011
15/7/11
today is third week for July.........
My apply uni result will release a few hours later....
I also don't know what my mood now?is scaring?waiting?normal?.......
As normal,i m going to work at the day time..........
today my company don't has urgent work, so i cann't do my works slow and relax without forcing to complete......
I m given chance to learn many things............
Sometime, i got think about my future...If i fail to apply uni,will i cont?
Is that i will do the job that have relation with my study?
Is that i will earn a lot of money if i hv high education level?
What my life will be after this?
Is that i hv a beautiful girl friend?become rich guy?become famous?boss?.....
It is still an unknown.....
This was the first time i m go try software on my phone with my own by the guild of the forum,but i fail to make it and worrying it need to send factory or not?
i will think twice before i do it at the following time......
I got so many things want to do, but my time is not allowing....
My things has postpone and postpone and postpone all the time until i hv forgot at some...........
I cann't image after few years later,i hv stored my things for how many rooms?how high compare to the mountain?how wide like sea?..........
I always refresh my memory when with buddys and friend time.....
It was really happy and enjoy time.....
But i will alone at some time while they are busying with their study and jobs.............
Hope my buddy and friends will still care and remembering me....
Wish they fine and health over there..............
My apply uni result will release a few hours later....
I also don't know what my mood now?is scaring?waiting?normal?.......
As normal,i m going to work at the day time..........
today my company don't has urgent work, so i cann't do my works slow and relax without forcing to complete......
I m given chance to learn many things............
Sometime, i got think about my future...If i fail to apply uni,will i cont?
Is that i will do the job that have relation with my study?
Is that i will earn a lot of money if i hv high education level?
What my life will be after this?
Is that i hv a beautiful girl friend?become rich guy?become famous?boss?.....
It is still an unknown.....
This was the first time i m go try software on my phone with my own by the guild of the forum,but i fail to make it and worrying it need to send factory or not?
i will think twice before i do it at the following time......
I got so many things want to do, but my time is not allowing....
My things has postpone and postpone and postpone all the time until i hv forgot at some...........
I cann't image after few years later,i hv stored my things for how many rooms?how high compare to the mountain?how wide like sea?..........
I always refresh my memory when with buddys and friend time.....
It was really happy and enjoy time.....
But i will alone at some time while they are busying with their study and jobs.............
Hope my buddy and friends will still care and remembering me....
Wish they fine and health over there..............
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Refresh for my memory of June
It was the time for me to refresh and write down my memory of June
Path of Job
I working inside a mirror factory for 1 and half month until today....
I had learn a lot of things inside the factory;For example:from a big pieces of mirror until mirror that pack,i m doing on my own.Start:need to cut the mirror into certain size> using machine to finish the side of the mirror>clean the mirror(check the condition of mirror and cleaning)>use cnc machine to make the design of the mirror>then gum the bracket to the mirror>pack it into a box>finish.
Beside,i m give a chance to learn how to make home plat,sand glasses,twist glasses,etc....
I m be teaching how to arrange the small cube on the surface of the glass>put it into oven >adjust the suitable temperature >take out from the oven after it finish burn at oven>cleaning >packaging>send to buyers.
I am also finish my 1 and half month salary to change a new phone.......
Path of Dota and Maple
Shitto is un-estimated in this month because there are uncounted losses and win match....This was the time from heaven drop to hell and sometimes from hell raise back to heaven...
M i noob?newbie?mher?when the time i lose match;
M i pro?when the time i win match?
It is very hard to say........
Dota will always given unpredictable results/hope/mode to me............
This was the month i up my character(pirate>gunsliger>valyrie>Captain) to 4th job,Captain....This the time i was waiting for a certain time and i make it among my friend.....
I had used 4 years++ to make this character into 4th job;
People only use 2 weeks already 4th job;it that mean i very outdated and newbie?
I think most of the person will give me the answer>Yes.....
Path of travelling
This was the first time,my aunt family come at their children school holiday....
i m going to P.Pangkor for my first time..........it is boring if u go there without any plan...
there was quite a nice place for dating,fishing,boating,swimming,......
First driving to Penang (i m the driver)....
i still got some direction how to go to Kek Lok Si Temple with my gps and memory...
we going to a few place:batu ferringi,gurney drive,george town,tanjung bunga,butterfly farm,etc.....
Quite a boring trip without direction and tour guide
my plan to Teluk intan,KL and Singapore already postpone until ....
me cann't comfirm beacuse many things need to plan,money,friends support.....
Hopefully,my plan riding motorbike to Teluk Intan will run at this month ....
KL and Sg at next month without postpone again......
Path of Job
I working inside a mirror factory for 1 and half month until today....
I had learn a lot of things inside the factory;For example:from a big pieces of mirror until mirror that pack,i m doing on my own.Start:need to cut the mirror into certain size> using machine to finish the side of the mirror>clean the mirror(check the condition of mirror and cleaning)>use cnc machine to make the design of the mirror>then gum the bracket to the mirror>pack it into a box>finish.
Beside,i m give a chance to learn how to make home plat,sand glasses,twist glasses,etc....
I m be teaching how to arrange the small cube on the surface of the glass>put it into oven >adjust the suitable temperature >take out from the oven after it finish burn at oven>cleaning >packaging>send to buyers.
I am also finish my 1 and half month salary to change a new phone.......
Path of Dota and Maple
Shitto is un-estimated in this month because there are uncounted losses and win match....This was the time from heaven drop to hell and sometimes from hell raise back to heaven...
M i noob?newbie?mher?when the time i lose match;
M i pro?when the time i win match?
It is very hard to say........
Dota will always given unpredictable results/hope/mode to me............
This was the month i up my character(pirate>gunsliger>valyrie>Captain) to 4th job,Captain....This the time i was waiting for a certain time and i make it among my friend.....
I had used 4 years++ to make this character into 4th job;
People only use 2 weeks already 4th job;it that mean i very outdated and newbie?
I think most of the person will give me the answer>Yes.....
Path of travelling
This was the first time,my aunt family come at their children school holiday....
i m going to P.Pangkor for my first time..........it is boring if u go there without any plan...
there was quite a nice place for dating,fishing,boating,swimming,......
First driving to Penang (i m the driver)....
i still got some direction how to go to Kek Lok Si Temple with my gps and memory...
we going to a few place:batu ferringi,gurney drive,george town,tanjung bunga,butterfly farm,etc.....
Quite a boring trip without direction and tour guide
my plan to Teluk intan,KL and Singapore already postpone until ....
me cann't comfirm beacuse many things need to plan,money,friends support.....
Hopefully,my plan riding motorbike to Teluk Intan will run at this month ....
KL and Sg at next month without postpone again......
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Memory Of May
Part of Hometown Exploring and snake enjoying
Days 1
Me and my friend, take our breakfast(Hakka noodle), Rm 5/person,seem like a bit expensive.
After that,we go take our friends come from P. Penang, then I be their tour guide bring they to Perak Tong, Tambun Pamelo, Kek Long Tong, Nan Tian Tong then to local food shop...
We having our lunch at "Big Tree Leg"-many types of 炸料 and red bean ice/green bean ice/corn ice/others....Tea time:StrawBerry Moment,De Garden
Dinner:Rainbow Restaurant
Days 2
Breakfast:牙菜鸡，Soya Bean Ipoh
Lunch:Ipoh White Coffee
Afternoon:Papan Medical Park,Kellie Castle and Tin Ship Heritage
Night:Night Market,Sweet Water Street,Movie(Bladesword Man)
Days 3
Breakfast:Fu San Din Sum
Lunch:Salted Chicken
Part of Fishing
I only go fishing for a day due to too bored
Not much to say it out
Part of Friend
i go movie with my friend at Thurday for Fast 5....
Quite a nice movie but not very like about the sit.....
Another day is on WEdnesday,we go for Priest,it very,damn short....
I not very enjoing+ too expensive.....
Sing K,Dinner,Shall
Part of Dota
I m a newbie,noob and angry player.....
Me cann't cont the game with good moob and pro skill....
Almost the time,i m the loser and lose the game.....
When i using To9 Kill Tiger,i always lose.....
I cann't support my friend well,maybe enemy too pro and teamwork....
When I meet Captain Shitto,the path of win have coming to my way;
Captain make me play well and not like taufu;
Captain teach me play Soul Keeper,Tidehunter and TreeMan...
My friends say me pro,but me just a noob and damn luck ks the hero only...
But for them i m stronger after Captain here.....
Part of Working
I m quite like my job(Mirror revelator)....
Not as easy as eating and also not as hard as exam,i can handle the job...
Monday, May 2, 2011
Memory Of April
Chapter of Examination
This was the last time,i attending my diploma course exam...
Me was insomnia at the night before exam,
i myself also don't know what the reason were,
maybe was that cup of "TC ais",stress or .....
Luckily, i has finished all my chapter and i can done well for the first paper....
For second paper,i could say that it was okay only because i done very less exercises....
By the following paper,i just manage to finish half because i had overslept so i just forced to take the exam without confidence....
I had play for few days before the forth paper,i didn't prepare well for it and i found that many mistaken.....
At the last paper, i also not prepare well and i played dota few hours before exam that cause i mistaken......
Overall for the exam,i done not very well and not very bad too,just i didn't put heart on it......
What i doing for my last exam?It already passed,so just let it gone.
Chapter of Fishing
At most of the time, i will going to fish the "Black Africa Fish" because it was damn easy to get and got fun...
I had try to explore others lake but i will love my grandfather old pond much because there got the Marblegoby that can sold Rm 90/kg...
But i cann't go because my unlce use it for fish business......
I had go Kampar to fishing,
I got nothing over there(the lake so huge but....).....
Maybe i should try to explore new lake for fish other type of fishes....
Chapter of Dota
I had played a lot of dota in the month...
I also forgot i had play for how many match because most of the time,i m the newbie and not the pro games....
I remember that 1 match,I m the most pro(Bouty Hunter),
i can farm money very farm,top killer,and with 2 times death,
i get 2 divine and i put that 2 divine to my enemy base but they didn't even had the chances the take that free gift,
haha....
M i pro?or they noob?me also don't know...
I also remember that i m the newbie of the newbie,
i died for around 25 times,
average 2 minutes/times.......
Chapter of Badminton
2 matches in the match....
I m still the looser,
i not enough stamina,not had clever brain and and fast action legs....
It was too hard for me to put up myself ........
Maybe i sure exercise more.....
This was the last time,i attending my diploma course exam...
Me was insomnia at the night before exam,
i myself also don't know what the reason were,
maybe was that cup of "TC ais",stress or .....
Luckily, i has finished all my chapter and i can done well for the first paper....
For second paper,i could say that it was okay only because i done very less exercises....
By the following paper,i just manage to finish half because i had overslept so i just forced to take the exam without confidence....
I had play for few days before the forth paper,i didn't prepare well for it and i found that many mistaken.....
At the last paper, i also not prepare well and i played dota few hours before exam that cause i mistaken......
Overall for the exam,i done not very well and not very bad too,just i didn't put heart on it......
What i doing for my last exam?It already passed,so just let it gone.
Chapter of Fishing
At most of the time, i will going to fish the "Black Africa Fish" because it was damn easy to get and got fun...
I had try to explore others lake but i will love my grandfather old pond much because there got the Marblegoby that can sold Rm 90/kg...
But i cann't go because my unlce use it for fish business......
I had go Kampar to fishing,
I got nothing over there(the lake so huge but....).....
Maybe i should try to explore new lake for fish other type of fishes....
Chapter of Dota
I had played a lot of dota in the month...
I also forgot i had play for how many match because most of the time,i m the newbie and not the pro games....
I remember that 1 match,I m the most pro(Bouty Hunter),
i can farm money very farm,top killer,and with 2 times death,
i get 2 divine and i put that 2 divine to my enemy base but they didn't even had the chances the take that free gift,
haha....
M i pro?or they noob?me also don't know...
I also remember that i m the newbie of the newbie,
i died for around 25 times,
average 2 minutes/times.......
Chapter of Badminton
2 matches in the match....
I m still the looser,
i not enough stamina,not had clever brain and and fast action legs....
It was too hard for me to put up myself ........
Maybe i sure exercise more.....
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Memory of March
Pool Story
This is the first time i playing pool...
Me,Weng,Water,Allen,William and Bobo go to Max Break,Kampar at Satruday night...
Maybe i got that talent to become Pusing Pool King
Haha,because i hit the white ball into the hole 2 times....
Dare to using different side of the stick the hit the ball?
But i dare but hit the white ball inside the hole too....
All my friends got it own style to hit the ball..
This is the first time i playing pool...
Me,Weng,Water,Allen,William and Bobo go to Max Break,Kampar at Satruday night...
Maybe i got that talent to become Pusing Pool King
Haha,because i hit the white ball into the hole 2 times....
Dare to using different side of the stick the hit the ball?
But i dare but hit the white ball inside the hole too....
All my friends got it own style to hit the ball..
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